Princess VS The Queen

It was a horrible tuesday for me. Mama and I quarreled and my sister couldn't stand the two of us shouting at each other- she just cried. I know that one shouldn't say words in times of anger since most of the time, regret will surely follow.I guess human as I am I did just that. I said things that may have been true but it doesn't matter since it caused more hurt than good.

I guess what surprised me more than mama's crying since it is to be expected - the Drama Queen that she is, is my sister's silent tears. You see, she isnt the confrontational type. The hurt that I saw in her eyes when I was in a heated argument with mama, was the reason I stopped and just walked away and locked myself in my room.

Thank God for Comfort foodies! I just luuurve KFC's ZINGER :) I mean with foodies like this, one just have to agree that there are good times after the bad... hehehe

Princess VS The Clown

Im emo - but not the current fashion fad that is currently what the teenagers are so into right now...gawd saying that made me feel so ancient! What I mean is, I am emotional at times but Im definitely not your drama queen. Today, Im just sooo depressed but I dont want to be - because being depressed makes me feel so alone and helpless. Thats why Iv decided to smile even it hurts. Id rather be hurting inside and feel the pain of being alive, than wallow in my own depression and finally become numb and empty.

Im just surprised ... that its difficult... Iv always prided myself in being able to mask my emotions so well - I never expected myself to be so transparent that my office-mates suddenly started asking me if I was alright.

I need to be alright - I cant afford not to be.

Princess VS The December Get Away

Exactly 58 days to go before the Fab 4 leaves the Kingdom of Pretty and will attack Sin City itself! Four months ago, we made a promise to make our selves uber fabulous so that by the time D-day comes we'd be so hawt - people cant help but melt just by the sight of us... but fate it seems has a completely different plan - you see, I personally wasn't (couldn't hehe) able to trim down to my ideal weight -not that Im blaming anyone but myself, so now Im left with 58 days to loose pounds So if you have any ideas as to how to loose weight uber fast ... HELP!